Almost

I want to touch your hand and hold you close, if only I could.
I want to keep you in my embrace, if only I could.
I want to whisper in your ear and speak my heart to you, if only I could.
I want to wipe away all your doubts and fears, if only I could.
I want to make you happy every minute of every day, if only I could.
I want to keep you safe and sound, if only I could.
I want to fly you to the moon, if only I could.

I want to be your valentine, your christmas wish, your pick up line.
I want to be the funny joke you wont get tired to laugh at.
I want to be that genie in a bottle, your toothfairy.
I want to be your 11:11, your fortune cookie.
I want to be your bestfriend.

I don't want to be your dreams but I want us to reach our dreams together.
I don't want to be your favorite song but I want to sing along with you every lyrics, every melody.
I don't want to be your favorite movie but I want to cry and laugh with you til the farewell credits.
I don't want to be the answers to all your questions but I want to be with you as you find all the reasons of all your why's.

If only I could be your everything, I would. But destiny is not letting me.
So for now, I would just admire you, every bit of your being, quietly, sincerely, even from afar.
I will pray to God everyday to keep you safe, to preserve you till the day that destiny will finally allow us to be together. It will not be counting days but I will be happy because I know that a day that passes by that you're not by my side will be one day closer to the moment we will be together.
I will always remember that night. That kiss. That embrace. That moment.
I will be waiting for that day to happen again.

For now, I will use this time to fix everything, to make myself a better person for you. So when that time finally comes, I can be your everything.

Please take care of yourself while I'm away. Always be happy. You look good when you smile.

When you're lonely, close your eyes and think of that night, that kiss, that embrace. Remember that moment.

You'll always be in my thoughts, every hour of every day, every second of every minute and the moments in between.

Till we meet again.